Wednesday, May 11, 2011

sometimes

sometimes its hard to just go with what life gives u and make juice,
sometimes its hard to not make big goals u eventually dont feel u reach and get disappointed in your self,
sometimes its hard to hope that u actually achived some goals,
sometimes its hard to hope that u actually made ur parents proud,
Sometimes... just sometimes... its hard to not be hard on your self.
But eventually, time goes on, we learn how to deal, everything and everyone around us - changes us.
Eventually we notice that we just shouldnt give a damn,
that we should take the fruit that we are given that day, and make the god damn best juice you ever fucking tasted. And be proud of every good thing you do. And if anyone else is a stupid mother fucker saying otherwise, fuck em, your you and be damn proud of it. Because you are awesome. Because you mean something to more people then u know, in the past, now and the future. There isnt any point in making massive goals, that you see as the perfect thing to achieve, be damn proud that ur working your way to something. You cant jump over a ladder! take the steps instead, and be damn proud of it! If your a robot, then u actually might be able to jump over that ladder, let me know when ur a robot.



PS:
If u actually took ur time to read this rambling bumbling text, i dont expect you to comment on it. because honestly? i wouldnt even know how to respons to this text. I just thought of something that triggered something old on me, that ive been fighting for a while.
I think the point of the text is, that one dont have to make big goals that we eventually cant reach - thinking being a doctor is the only thing that would make our parents proud.
Or being a perfect... well being perfect at anything actually.
Cut those damn big goal, into something more managable, smaller pieces, and form them into steps. And everytime one takes another step, be happy and proud. Because life is big, and we really cant jump to the finishline, nobody expect one to, life = a learning progress, where the subjects is what you prioritize. So take one day at a time, do what you love, and be proud.







* * *  Just wanted to put that in there, because the book writers always does that to create air in the text ^^, 

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