you call me if u want to, even if im asleep, even if im at work, even if i didnt get any sleep for a week, even if im traveling, even if im visiting family or my parents, even if im just gone to the toilet too long!
just grab my attention if u need it,
because i love to give it to you, when ever, wherever, whatever, whyever, just do it
Just send me 1 signal, and ill call u back even, if its needed.
I love you, i miss you, i want you, above all and everyone.
You are my one, my everything, my juliet, my christmas star, my pearl.
Please accept my heart for all its worth, even tho it has some bumps, it beats for you and only you.
Its strong red color is because of you(for the love you give me), its strong beat is because of you(for the care you give me), its dancing rytm is for you(for the happiness you give me).
I give my beat to my soulmate, and may you hold it gently but firmly, for years to come, may you feel the love it radiates in your presence.
I hope it makes you bloom my flower, because it is my life force.
I LOVE YOU, Allana Nicolau de Oliveira
[00:45:09] Ivar Mattson Rødseth.
This was like... handing over my hands to my feelings, i started out with writing the couplle of first lines, about her calling me, but then i couldnt stop... my hands just kept going, my head filled with words, my heart filled with feelings and my soul was dancing between my fingers.
im out of energy, good night.
4 comments:
That was so so SO beautiful, seriously. It is the most beautiful thing that someone has ever said to me.
Thank you darling. All i can answer back now is that i love you too, and i miss you so much! I miss your hug, your smile, i miss...you! All of you.
Grah, im not good with words and emotions :S But i just hope that, whenever i have a moment like the one you just did, i put it out in such as beautiful words and with an amazing meaning just as you did :)
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<3
god you're good to express yourself through the blog text.
Lovely to read about your love for Allana.
Bet that you gradually get closer to live, maybe in the same country?
So that you can care for your love for each other.
You are to be sweet.
I know the feeling of not function until I have written thoughts
that are buzzing in my head down on paper or in a blog text.
I get no peace until it is done.
I can stay up half the night to just think of everything.
I think it's impossible to sleep when your mind buzzing.
I am very impressed by the way when it comes to you.
You update your blog often, with good & interesting text & nice pictures.
You are super good! Hugs
Allana: I havent written anything like this for many years, but i cant help but feel so inspired by my strong feelings for you.
I miss you too, very dearly! Its like the flower misses the sun. I miss your warm touch, your melting stare, your embracing love.
I know ur not good, so i hope you can learn some from me, and maybe you feel inspired aswell. I dont know if u want, but im willing to help you ofcourse, because im very interested in how your feelings dance inside you.
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<3
Samantha:
(fun fact: have you tried saying your name in english? sounds kinda cool)
Haha, thanks :$ I cant help it ^^,
dont tell anybody, but im planning on telling the wrong returndate for Allanas trip back, when she comes here (A) Then im gonna hide her under my pillow since she is so tiny, nobody will find her :D
But anyways, she or me might study in the same country sometime. at some university as exchange students.
Hehe, yeah its the same with me, when i got a bunch of thoughts, i cant get any sleep. buzz buzz buzz!
aawh :D thank you, thank you, thank you ^^, i try my best :D
Hugs!
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