Positive?

Okey, its official… no sleep for me! (yet)

Tonight I'm in a mellow mood, you know… like when you listen to Norah Jones? or Jason Miraz? or laid back if you want. Anyways, it just feels like everything is going to work out some way or another.  It's true too! :p It just depends on how long it takes ^^,

I'm feeling that this sleeping thing is kinda getting to be a problem… I mean, the only reason I stay up at night, is because it feels like I don't get enough out of the day to end it at 11 o'clock… which kinda sucks. 

Something tells me I don't have enough meaningful to do with my time, could that be a good explanation? I mean, if you didn't do anything at all one day, and had to sleep, would you feel like you just wasted a day? Maybe its just me being inpatient :D 

I'm looking forward to earning more money, finally(!). Then I can at last begin to travel more :D Visit friends, see new places and faces, but foremost visit friends who I see faaar to rarely. I hate that many of my friends, best friends, don't live near me :< It really feels like I'm missing out on great fun. 

But, as I try to tell my self, especially tonight and every day… things always work out, one way or another =) If one don't believe that, you're just giving up without even trying. Stay positive!

To the picture I also linked to a page where there's actually some good words on positive thinking. Not everything there fits what I feel and think about the case, but some of it. Like:

1. "Positive thinking simply means the absence of negative thoughts and emotions – in other words, inner peace!
When you are truly at peace within yourself, you are naturally thinking positively. "

2. "When you FEEL more relaxed, you naturally THINK more positively!"

I personally don't like reading that; "Do this, and you will automatically get this" I like to find out my self, and that's what I have done. But some good words can't hurt and what do I know, maybe you would like to read it =)

Oh, and another thing :P I did something clever this time blogging, I waited until I felt I was finished blogging, until I typed in the title :D I always start at one thing, and end up on the next planet or the one after that. *sigh* I guess that's a good thing :P
uhm… when I think about it, I think I learned this in school xD … OH I get it, this is one of those moment you heard about when you went to school saying: "I'm NEVER gonna use this crap! I don't need to learn this!" … yeah yeah yeah, okey, I admit it, it helped. To top it off, I know this wont be the last one. Since I've had more of these moments earlier…. ANYWAYS, lets change the subject(fast!). :P

The snow is coming! oh yeah baby, already! I can't wait to see out my window, and find that everything is covered with(a lot of) beautiful white snow. except my car… I would like it if I didn't have to this every morning: scrape ice, brush snow, heat, scrape, brush some more snow off. (Thinking shoo shoo stupid snow!) :D