Im not sure why im writing at the moment to be honest, im so empty of thoughts and feelings. It feels like im in a moment where time goes in slow-mo, where i have a perspective of the past and the future... a break from reality if u want. What do i see?
Life really does move on... sometimes it feels like it's an endless loop or a one way street. At the moment it's like im at the beginning at a new book. well, chapter two actually :P This summer was chapter one =)
The reason for this "new book" feeling, is my first serious job :) I really enjoy my job, it's filled with different challanges everyday, i get to travel from time to time, i get options to earn extra cash and alot more. And most importantly, i have a great boss and great colleagues.
why did i decide that this would be a "new book" sensation? It just felt like it was natural to be honest, my life suddenly got a new rythm and meaning.
Oh look, im not empty for thought and feelings anymore! :P Wasn't that hard ^^,
The darkness is outside my window, with rain and a chilling mood. I feel like sitting and watching at the rain and listen to it splash on the glass. And just sence for that calm, slow, down-to-earth sensation.
I see the light that fills windows and houses. It's like watching hope beeing turned on and off to pause alittle.
I wish i could draw sometimes, sometimes i get this images in my head that symbolizes important or present thoughts... Sometimes I try to mix togheter an image on photoshop, other times I try to write it down, either blog or poem or something... or just try find my self a picture or a good word that describes it as best as possible. Atleast it calms my mind :)
What do you do if you have thought you want to show? Or maybe just to calm the thoughts down?
well, I think this is all for this time, I dont actually know what to make of this, mindless scribbling? Maybe not mindless, but...
bye 4 naow =)
6 comments:
Kjempedyp tekst.
Du e kjempeflink å skrive :)
Sjøl om det e på engelsk..
Good post! It's good that you are enjoying your job :)
kem anonym e?? :P
en æ kjenne i usa =)
Må jo skrive navne sitt eller ett nick :P
Så vi vet at det e han/ho ifra usa da? :P
ska si d til han ;)
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