life

There are so many things in life you can do, so endless many roads you can let shape your life. You can be a lifeguard, you can be a doctor or nurse, maybe a woodworker, or mechanic... even an astronaut! Maybe a teacher? or a scientist O.o discovering the hidden secrets to everything in this universe! What ever you find your self doing, enjoy it :)

Im thinking alot about things that i could have learned, that interests me alittle. Making music, making an awesome drawing, professional webpage designer, electrical engineer, computer engineer, doctor, paramedic, mechanic, car painting artist(dunno the correct word for it :P ), psychologist, working on a boat, working in the army. So many things i wish i could discover, but my time is limited on this earth.
And instead of choosing one specific path of life, i choose several.
I know some about healthcare, alot about computers, alittle about electronics, a few things about cars, fair amount of carpenting, pretty much about life on several levels and sociology, good amount of fishing and nature, somethings about traveling, ok amount of everyday economics and so on.

If im not enjoying it, im doing something wrong.

The point is, im no expert in anything, and thats really okey, because life is too many things to just experience one thing. Im not saying that i wanna experience abit of everything that life has to offer, but everything that i find interesting and facinating. And the morale is, to be happy with what one has achived, and how faar one has come.

We arent robots especially designed for one thing(We do have choices). We arent robots who are given all the knowledge about one or everything(We do have flaws and need to learn).
We simply are the definition of unique.


PS: no im not saying that people are doing things wrong, and no im not trying to tell people how to live their life, this is only a way for me to speak my mind and thoughts, so that i can get some good night sleep :)

sometimes

sometimes its hard to just go with what life gives u and make juice,
sometimes its hard to not make big goals u eventually dont feel u reach and get disappointed in your self,
sometimes its hard to hope that u actually achived some goals,
sometimes its hard to hope that u actually made ur parents proud,
Sometimes... just sometimes... its hard to not be hard on your self.
But eventually, time goes on, we learn how to deal, everything and everyone around us - changes us.
Eventually we notice that we just shouldnt give a damn,
that we should take the fruit that we are given that day, and make the god damn best juice you ever fucking tasted. And be proud of every good thing you do. And if anyone else is a stupid mother fucker saying otherwise, fuck em, your you and be damn proud of it. Because you are awesome. Because you mean something to more people then u know, in the past, now and the future. There isnt any point in making massive goals, that you see as the perfect thing to achieve, be damn proud that ur working your way to something. You cant jump over a ladder! take the steps instead, and be damn proud of it! If your a robot, then u actually might be able to jump over that ladder, let me know when ur a robot.



PS:
If u actually took ur time to read this rambling bumbling text, i dont expect you to comment on it. because honestly? i wouldnt even know how to respons to this text. I just thought of something that triggered something old on me, that ive been fighting for a while.
I think the point of the text is, that one dont have to make big goals that we eventually cant reach - thinking being a doctor is the only thing that would make our parents proud.
Or being a perfect... well being perfect at anything actually.
Cut those damn big goal, into something more managable, smaller pieces, and form them into steps. And everytime one takes another step, be happy and proud. Because life is big, and we really cant jump to the finishline, nobody expect one to, life = a learning progress, where the subjects is what you prioritize. So take one day at a time, do what you love, and be proud.







* * *  Just wanted to put that in there, because the book writers always does that to create air in the text ^^,